The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A F*ck

The Magnificent Seven

Hope you have a great day , Happy Birthday .

I have been in hospital since Monday evening , I will be out sometime tomorrow hopefully, the latest news is not great , if I continue with the chemotherapy I have maybe 6 months and if I opt out I have 4 months but with a better quality of life , I am not giving up but I have decided to go for qual...

I have been getting some headaches recently with some visual distortion , it could be just the muscle tension from the tumour in my neck and stress but we're going to have a look and see if my brain is clear .

Been called in for a brain scan at lunchtime Monday .

Treatment has been delayed by a week as the hospital is at capacity, still losing weight so another course of steroids. Consultant was very concerned that I was aware of the dangers of the new treatment with my heart condition.

Back from my Xmas excursion being pampered by family , feeling much more ready mentally and a little bit better physically to take on the next chemotherapy treatment cycle . The treatment I am having next is CAV , I hope thats a good omen and that it works . Apparently one of the drugs will make my ...

Honiton
It's pissing down

Enjoying a walk in the Devon countryside on the second leg of my Christmas excursion, I spent 3 days with my Aunt in Slough and now 6 days with my sister in Devon

Happy Christmas chaps

re-homed my parrot this evening , quite an emotional time I've had her for 12 years , she is only round the corner so I can go visit whenever I want .
I have done it more to give myself more freedom than because I was unable to care for her .

A new camera , I have bought a Canon R7 mirrorless camera , larger sensor , better autofocus and tracking system and lighter than my old camera , I have also got the adapter ring so I can use my current lenses although I do plan on getting a 100-500mm mirrorless lens which has 200mm more reach than ...

stronger painkillers and steroids = eating and sleeping better = feeling stronger physically and mentally

no , but thanks , you have all been fantastic in your support . I am very grateful for it .

The tumours in the adrenal glands have doubled in size
Everything else is stable
Couple of weeks of steroids and back on chemo
I don't know how much more of this I can manage

Slow Horses - brilliant performance from Gary Oldman
1899 - weird but interesting , bit slow with a great soundtrack .

I went to the doctors this morning to get some stronger painkillers , the doctor was able to access the results of the scan I had last week , Testes, bladder ,bowels, pancreas , spleen , liver and Brain appear all clear , lung tumour is stable , tumours on the adrenal glands are increasing in size a...

" On paper we had a good team , unfortunately the game was played on grass " - Brian Clough

It's taking a while to recover from the last chemo session , struggling to eat and therefore feeling quite weak , still got pain in the kidney area too.
That being said I am feeling positive mentally and am making arrangements for xmas and the coming season of racing .